What do you really mean?

If words could be objectified

I would be a mannequin of bliss

Pollinating those who touch

Alluring and engulfing

My heart beats boom boom

I advance towards you

To pick words outta your mouth

Because spilling them

Only inflames me

My mind evaporates

And a sugary melody takes over

It should halt

But I am zombie 

No wits about me

Hanging onto your every word

In a drunken stupor 

I am jolted out

Alarm bells sounding

My brain has been invaded

A war is wagered 

I have no armor 

No safe haven

My guard is drawn up

I want to exit

Uncertainty takes over

I feel sheltered

I ought to query

How you have the nerve

When I peek at you

Ready to fire

I am met by the winning smile

I feel silly, how can I think so cruel of you

But the nagging sensation lingers

Panic ensues

Voices from my future 

Yelling, I told you so

I am back where it all began

What do you really mean?

B.B

http://allpoetry.com/poem/12462637-What-do-you-really-mean--by-Brendaasiimwe5