Where you belong

You belong in the abyss
Where it's pitch black
And everything leads to nothingness
Because for so long you tainted my heart
Froze it that no blood could flow through
Stone cold was what it became
Not even a sizzling fire could warm it

I latched onto you
Dug my fingers into your flesh
So you could anchor me 
But you instead let me sink to the bottom
Of the ice cold ocean
Where nobody could reach me

The proof that you once existed
Were bloody stained fingers
From holding on onto you so hard
But even that wouldn't make you stay
You left me for dead
No chance at tomorrow

I live to see today
An implication that
I emerged out of that bottomless pit
To thrive, to live and to feel
To be a better version of myself
While you lie under

You try to find your way
Except all you see is a maze
And like a maze runner
You will be in the tunnels 
Knocking on walls
But all you see is the dark
Come find me
When you see the light